天天的说教，还有好多好多的事情，终于让我面对了自己已经逃避好长时间的懦弱。

不知道是什么时候开始，自己变得消极，很多问题，都给自己找借口，逃避，不敢面对，不愿吃苦……

也许是由于遥远的曾经我太顺利，遇到的不顺利多了之后，就变得害怕，怕失败，在意别人的看法了，

傻瓜，干吗为别人而活呢？ 干吗跟自己过不去呢？其实你可以做得更好的，可是，你真的努力了吗？

我有吗？自以为是地认为自己有，可是真的吗？该振作了

 

怕吃苦的人一辈子吃苦，不怕吃苦的人半辈子吃苦。

 

天天的话好象有些道理

真的好久没有上来些什么东西了，都被朋友骂了，说我实在太懒了。

嗬嗬，也许吧，以前经常光顾的论坛也早就忘了ID了……

终于还是投了四会中德勤的简历，刁刁说的队，不管最后去还是不去，中还是不中，这都是一种体验。是啊，这的确会是一种成长，一种经历，而且，还可以监督我学习复习英语。真是感谢刁刁！！

刁，谢谢了~~

对了，不知道小刁的乌龟有没有吃东西，现在怎么样了？不放心，一会儿去看看……

今天在15楼的税务学院待了一个下午，应该可以把成绩的问题给我解决了吧，不过，教务处的人的工作态度还真是不放心，从上学期期末给我拖到了现在，现在解决了吗？不知道，还是得时刻关注着……

有些不高兴的事情，今天，但是不可以胡思乱想了，老于教了我那么多，生活的态度是最重要的。

 

前几天吧，在贵州实习的地方，有一位工作人员将我和于姐在贵州草海的照片发了一些过来，贴了三张上去，可是这里的速度太慢，所以虽然想在贴一些，可还是放弃了。

还是去吃饭了吧，晚上看看英语把……

 

 

6月25日，学校的一名女生跳楼自杀了，可惜阿，那么年轻的生命就没有了

想想自己，也有很多的压力，有时候，也想过要逃避，但是，我总觉得，只要活着，就算有很多不顺心的地方，但是，硬着头皮，不也可以挺过来吗？为什么要自杀呢？

自杀，需要很大的勇气吧，每次站在高处，就觉得有些害怕，也许是有恐高症吧，也许，真的只是高处不胜寒，我不知道到底有什么挫折、伤心的事可以让人鼓起那么大的勇气跳下去……

可是，那又真的是勇气了吗？有人说，那是懦弱的表现，不敢面对现实，也许吧。

一年之内，周围就有两个人自杀，有些恐怖，虽然觉得每个人都自己选择的权利，但是，还是希望，祈祷，先想清楚了，因为这是没有后悔的机会，没有改正的机会，而且，生活中，有痛苦，但是，不是痛并快乐着吗？

有些混乱的思绪，打扰这我的考试，考试有那么恐怖吗？就因为考试的压力跳楼自杀的话，那是蠢才，我也有没有自信的时候，也会有考得痛苦的时候，但是，为此跳楼的话，三个字：不值的。

I haven't been here for long!It was not very good these days,because the wheather was so so so ho…………t! Beijing's is always so terrible! I wanna go home ! My dear sweet home, I miss you so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, anyway,thanks the people arround me, I am very lucky to be a human being,so I can speak ,Ican watch, I can hear,I can feel, no matter how upset or happy I feel, I just feel thankful to everybody and everything ,thank you!!!

An old Chinese saying, “Only one intimate friend in one’s life is enough.”

 

Friend is a very great and important topic in our life, and I deem the lowest quantity request the highest quality. Here, I’d like to show some of my own opinion on friends. Firstly I feel that a real friend cannot rest with how much he or she admires you, but how deep he or she can tolerate your fallings, for only the person knowing your weakness well can become your faithful friend.

 

Secondly, there are two essential factors between friends. One is understanding. However, we can often see two people turn into friends before getting to know each other well. And then, the deeper this kind of friendship is, the more misunderstanding they will have, and when the mistakes amass to a certain degree, this friendship would hurt both of them who have no idea what is it that hurts them. So in a word, confused friendship is even more harmful that dear enmity. The other one is equality. No matter how great a position is between friends, they must be equal in spirits. There must be mo adoration nor scorn in the relation.

 

Thirdly, I believe the most difficulty in friendship is keeping a right distance. In terms of this distance, you neither turn a cold shoulder to your friends, nor lose your independence. So to me, how to get along with friends is an art of soul. A right hedge between keeps friendship green.

 

Fourthly, true friends needn’t get in frequent contact, much less staying together always. The deep love between them may appear thin. But once they meet without gathering for long, the two soul would fix together with no common greetings. Perhaps a deeper friendship depends on a greater distance――both in time and space. On the contrary, the relation which needs to care so much is usually very weak. These friends may leave you just for very tiny things. In my mind, the priceless friendship is often like the North Star, far but shining forever.

 

Fifthly, some who profess they have a huge body of friends may not at all have a real friend but acquaintances. Sometimes, the acquaintances are overstating their relations.

Lastly, I want to say,

 

   Tell me who your friend is and I can know what kind of person you are――it’s more believable than you tell about yourself.

   Tell me what your most believed friend’s opinion to a certain case is, it’s usually your real idea.

   Tell me what your friends’ advantage which you adore mostly is, I will understand what your disadvantage is.

   Tell me what you hate of your that friend and I can see that whether she or he is your friend in fact.

搞不懂的事情实在是太多了，五一之后删除了以前所有的文字， 所有的心情，因为有所感悟，所以立志要重新改变自己，可没有想到的是，一回学校就遇到了烦心的事。遭遇到一个超级水仙花，为什么人的自我感觉可以好到那样的地步？不明白，想不明白，那就不想了……

呵呵，不想了，不想了，一会儿看书去。

突然有个想法，想要将自己对朋友的看法用中英文写在这里，好，决定了，有时间就来工作

I haven't been here for long. Internet, an old friend for me,fancy meeting you again.

It's a beautiful night, and to me a new life begins after so many things.

So many words wanna be born at present, but I have no idea where to start, what I know is this new day for internet. I am ready to meet all my friends on net again, but in a little different way. And what is new? Maybe the Truth of me